WHEN?????

i ask u...........
When???

When was the last time you lived and not survived?
When was the last time you did something you wanted to and not what you had to?
When was the last time it was not about your career or money?
When was the last time you treated people but not after having won something tangible?
When was the last time you weren't a rat?
When was the last time you knew you are a rat?
When was the last time songs and talks of love appeared something beyond books and blogs?
When was the last time you talked to someone without the next thought running through your head?
When was the last time you listened to anyone at all?
When was the last time the answer to 'How are you' not in terms of your job or your exam scene?
When was the last time you looked good?
When was the last time deadlines didn't whiz pass you?
When was the last time there were no deadlines?
When was the last time you lived, and not survived?
When? When? When?